Monday, January 22, 2018

Bad Days and Bye Bye...

So...
Just like I said last night...
I actually wanted to update lots today, about my days with my Nee-chan...
But sadly...
I had a really bad day today, which I decided to postponed my lots updates.

Even though today is bad day, but I didn't have a bad day which made me want to cry...
I just swallowed my anger and tried to be calm while praying in my heart. Fortunately, I'm a really tolerant person ☺

When I arrived to my apartment, I quickly take a bath to erase the bad day feeling...

and it did it...

Also...

I listen to this song to calm my mind... LISTEN TO IT AND SING ALONG WITH IT!!!


He also known as SHOUNENT~!!




LYRICS

Romaji

Hoshi no nai naki tsukareta yoru ni 
Fukai mori ni mayoikonde 
Usugurai michi o nuke chiisana 
Akari o sagashite aruita 

Don'nani tsuyoi teki ga dete mo 
Bokunara kateru hazu datte 
Hitasura tada tachimukatte mo 
Omoidōri ni ikanakute 

Kizutsuku koto ga kowaku natte 
Iiwake no tate ga fuete iku 
Akirame raretara rakunanoni 
Boku wa son'na yuuki mo nakute… 

Kotae o sagashite mata mayotte 
Mada happii endo wa tōikedo 
Kitto itsuka tadori tsukeru yotte 
Mogai teru boku o shinjinakucha

Tatakau tame ni furikazashita 
Ha wa boku o muite iru nda 
Honto wa mou kidzuite ita nda 
Teki wa boku no naka ni iru koto Bye Bye 

Kidzukeba doko ka de mita youna 
Fukai mori ni mayoikonde 
Itsu demo tesaguri de susunde 
Mayou no wa mou nan-domeda… 

Soredemo boku wa kono sekai de 
Itsumo nanika o sagashite kita 
Iku ate nante naikedo mou 
Kōkai dake wa shitakunaikara 

Yowakina mou hitori no jibun ga 
Boku no mukau michi o haban demo 
Don'na kakugo yori katai ken de 
Furiharatte mae ni susumanakucha

Yoku aru otogibanashi mitai ni 
Tada happii endo o mattete mo 
Itsu made mo konai koto gurai wa 
Kon'na boku demo wakatterukara 

Sukoshidemo mae ni mae ni aruite kita koto 
Itsu datte mayoinagara susunde kita koto

Kakko waruku tatte ii nda 
Kirei janakutatte ii nda 
Boku no monogatari o jibun no michi o ippoippo susumetanara 
Mou don'na toki mo… 

Kotae o sagashite mata mayotte 
Mada happii endo wa tōikedo 
Kitto itsuka tadori tsukeru yotte 
Mogai teru boku o shinjinakucha

Tatakau tame ni furikazashita 
Ha wa boku o muite iru nda 
Honto wa mou kidzuite ita nda 
Teki wa boku no naka ni iru koto Bye Bye
Credits: http://beautifulsonglyrics.blogspot.com/2013/07/sako-tomohisa-bye-bye-lyrics.html


English

In a starless, weary night
I wandered into deep into a forest 
Walking through a gloomy road, 
As I search for a 
Small light

No matter how strong-natured they are
Since it’s me, I should be able to win 
But even if I keep facing forward 
It just won’t go my way

I’m afraid of getting hurt 
So I build up my wall of excuses 
Even though it’d be easier to just give up 
I don’t even have that much courage…

I lose myself as I search for an answer 
And a Happy End is far, far away 
But I tell myself that surely, I’ll reach it soon 
I’ve got to struggle and believe in myself!

The sword I brandished to fight 
Is pointing right at me 
The truth is, I’ve already realized 
That the enemy is within me; 
Bye Bye…

Once I realized, I’d wandered 
Deep into a somewhat familiar forest 
I continue to stumble forward 
How many times have I gotten lost…

But even so, I’ve always 
Been searching for something in this world 
I don’t have a destination in mind but 
I just don’t want to regret anything…

There’s a part of me that’s cowardly 
And blocks the path I choose, but 
Brushing it off with a sword that’s far stronger 
Than its resolution, I have to move forward…

It’s almost like a common fairy tale 
That there’s just a Happy End, waiting for me 
But, even I know that 
There’s no such thing…

Walking forward, forward 
Just a little 
Always, moving forward 
While lost

I don’t have to be cool 
I don’t have to be perfect 
All I have to do is walk forward 
On my path, on my story, 
At all times…

I lose myself as I search for an answer 
And a Happy End is far, far away 
But I tell myself that surely, I’ll reach it soon 
I’ve got to struggle and believe in myself!

The sword I brandished to fight 
Is pointing right at me 
The truth is, I’ve already realized 
That the enemy is within me; 
Bye Bye…


Kanji

星のない、泣き疲れた夜に 
深い森に迷い込んで 
薄暗い道を抜け 
小さな灯りを探して 
歩いた 

どんなに強いて気だてても 
僕なら勝てるはずだって 
ひたすらただ立ち向かっ ても 
思い通りに行かなくて 

傷つく事が怖くなって 
言い訳の縦が増えて行く 
諦められたら楽なのに 
僕はそんな勇気もなくて 

答えを探してまた迷って 
まだハッピーエンドは遠いけど 
きっといつかたどり着けるよって 
もがいている僕を信じなくちゃ 

戦うために振りかざした 
刃は僕を向いているんだ 
本当はもう気づいていたんだ 
敵は僕の中にいること 
バイバイ 

気づけば、どうかで見たような 
深い森に迷い込んで 
いつでも手探りで進んで 
迷いのはもう何度目だ 

それでも僕はこの世界で 
いつも何かを探してきた 
行く当て何てないけども 
後悔だけはしたくないから 

弱気でもう一人の自分が 
僕の向かう道を阻んでも 
どんな覚悟より固い剣 で 
振り払って前に進めなくちゃ 

よくあるおとぎ話みたいに 
ただハッピーエンドを待っていても 
いつもこない事ぐらいは 
こんな僕でも分かっているから 

少しでも 前に 前に 
歩いてきたこと 
いつだって 迷いながら 
進んできたこと 

かっこわるくだっていいんだ 
きれいじゃなくだっていいんだ 
僕の物語を 自分の道を 
一歩一歩進めたなら 
もうどんな時にも 

答えを探してまた迷って 
まだハッピーエンドは遠いけど 
きっといつかたどり着けるよって 
もがいている僕を信じなくちゃ 

戦うために振りかざした 
刃は僕を向いているんだ 
本当はもう気づいていたんだ 
敵は僕の中にいること 
バイバイ 


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