Devil's Line~!!!!!

I'm so fucking in love with this Manga!!!!!!

Devil's Line

I don't think this manga is good at first. But, as I kept reading it, I became fall in love with the characters and plot!! >.<

I thought this is only typical love story of vampire and human, but it's actually more complicated <3

The man was so sweet!!! <3

It made me even want to share this here :3

The main guy becomes even cooler that I kept reading it :3

OKAY!!!!! HE WILL BE MY NEW FAVORITE NOW!!!!

Yuuki Anzai <3

I also love this man <3

Johannes Kleemann <3

There is anime too!

I'm going to watch it after I finish the manga~!!!!

Go Slow for Yourself~

I've been having this kinda harsh to my feeling these days...

And I also been thinking to myself.

Every morning, for exact.

It's okay to be slow.

It's okay to go easy on yourself.

Truthfully said,

I really like to do things fast.

Finish things fast.

Doing jobs fast.

Thinking fast.

Yes,

It's good to be fast.

But...

Sometimes it's really frustrating.

Sometimes it's really tiring.

That's why these days,

I really tried to go easy on myself.

And finally,

Today...

I also let out the tears that I'd been holding on these weeks.

:')

After cried,

I really felt light.

Then,

I thought again that it's really okay to go slow and be easy for yourself.

It's okay to cry.

:)

Aloha~~!!!

So...

I'd been busy doing stuffs these days which made me can't update my blog~ :3

Please do forgive me~

The unexpected photo shoot ended well and I love the result very much~

I will share the result tomorrow :3

Today...

I just wanted to kinda checked-in in my blog?

I will update much tomorrow :3

A little spoiler, 

I will review a movie tomorrow.

Latest movie~

<3

We Need Friends, Aren't We?

I just go back from hanged out with my friends <3

Yes, the usual friends that I talked before.

We had dinner and watched The Nun IMAX :3

Four of us and only me who really love to watch horror, two of them are okay to watch horror and the last one really hates to watch horror :3

But, we watched it together though.

Even though the last one wanted to watch other movie :D

I hadn't meet them for...

3 weeks?

We had a fight before we didn't meet for 3 weeks.

I love being around them. And when the fight happened, I thought that it's really hard to befriend with people who you just knew for a year.

But then...

Isn't this befriend like?

You fought, you made up and everything's will be all right as it flows?

How can you become friends when you leave them when all of you had a fight?

Aren't you just too coward to face the reality?

Yes,

We have to grow up and have little friends are important than a lot of friends.

Even so,

You will have fights and it's your decision to whether keep being friends or moving on by your own and keep declining when they ask to hang out.

I decide to keep being friends with them.

Yes, they are childish.

Yes, they may not perfect as you expected them to be.

Yes, you don't want stupid fights happen again.

But, the fights will help all of us to grow up.

If you have brain, that is.

:)

A fight happened because all of us might accidentally decided a wrong choice.

And it's your own choice again whether to repeat the wrong choice or grow up with that and be wiser.

Well...

This is the longest post that I had been posted for September or these last months <3

Happy Sleep Night <3

Aqua Timez - Toushindai no Love Song

I just found this cover~ <3

I already knew this song before, but when I listened to this cover and I immediately searched for the original song.

And one thing that immediately hit me is Aqua Timez is actually disbanding :')

I knew this band since Elementary School and I also used the name became my first email account for Yahoo :D

Aqua Timez - Toushindai no Love Song (ORIGINAL)

I also woke up for dawn to watch them in Television :') 

The vocalist is handsome that I kept squealing when I watched him sing <3

Aqua Timez - Toushindai no Love Song (COVER)

Back number - Check no One Piece (COVER)

I haven't check his cover for a kinda long time :')

Since my old laptop, I was kinda short hiatus on blogs and Youtube.

I opened my old blog which about Konamilk - Chiisana Koi no Uta 

I have this urge to check his cover and I found this:

Back number - Check no One Piece (COVER)

Is it me or is his voice became maturer? <3

LYRICS:

Kanji

back number 

チェックのワンピース

作詞：清水依与吏
作曲：清水依与吏

夜の街を見下ろしながら
なんとなく気付いた事は
あんなに綺麗に光ってたってさ
自分は見えないんだよな

この街は色とりどりに
光と陰を連れて明日へ向かう
あの中でも僕達も
光っていたのかな

これから
チェックのワンピースを
どこかで見つける度に
あぁ君を思い出すのかな
嫌だな　嫌だな
それでも
いつかまた出会えたら
僕ならもう大丈夫だと
言えるように
君のいない明日を
光らせよう

君の頼んだものの方がさ
なんでも美味しかったり
いつも君の方が正しかったし
別れも仕方ないのだろう

君からもらったもの
すべてを
思い出せるわけじゃないけど
大事にしていたんだよ
大事にしてたんだよ

これから
チェックのワンピースを
どこかで見つける度に
あぁ君を
思い出すのかな
嫌だな　嫌だな
それでも
いつかまた出会えたら
僕ならもう大丈夫だと
言えるように
君より似合う誰かを
見つけるから

Credits:http://mojim.com/twy109685x4x7.htm

Romaji

yoru no machi wo mioroshinagara
nantonaku kitsuita koto wa
an nani kirei ni hikattetattesa
jibun wa miena in dayo na

kono machi wa irotoridori ni
hikari to kage wo tsurete asu e mukau
ano naka de bokutachi mo
hikatteita no kana

kore kara
chekku no wanpi-su wo dokoka de mitsukeru tabi ni
aa kimi wo omoidasu no kana
iyada na iyada na

sore demo
itsuka mata deaietara boku nara mou daijobu da to 
ieruyou ni
kimi no inai ashita wo hikaraseyou

kimi no tanonda mono no hou gasa
nandemo oishikattari
itsumo kimi no hou ga tadashikatta shi
wakare mo shikatanai no darou

kimi kara morattamono
subete wo omoidaseru wake janai kedo
daiji ni shiteitan dayo
daiji ni shitetan dayo

kore kara
chekku no wanpi-su wo dokoka de mitsukeru tabi ni
aa kimi wo omoidasu no kana
iyada na iyada na

sore demo
itsuka mata deaietara boku nara mou daijobu da to 
ieruyou ni
kimi yori niau dareka wo 
mitsukeru kara

Credits: zynystar

Translation

I noticed something somehow

looking at the city at night

They say it sparkles so pretty

but I couldn't see it at all

This city goes toward tomorrow

bringing many different lights and shadows

I wonder if in the middle of this

we were sparkling too

From now on

everytime I'll see a check one piece

who knows if I'll remember you

I don't want to, I don't want.

Anyway

to be able to tell you that I'm fine

if we're going to meet again one day

I'll try to light up a tomorrow without you

The things you ordered

were always more delicious,

you were always right,

probably our breaking was obvious

I don't really remember

all the things you gave me

but I cherished them all

I cherished them all

From now on

everytime I'll see a check one piece

who knows if I'll remember you

I don't want to, I don't want.

Anyway

to be able to tell you that I'm fine

if we're going to meet again one day

I'll search for somebody else

that matches me more than you 

Credits:http://spilledmilk25.livejournal.com/126110.html

2nd Photoshoot~!!!

The next photo shoot had been decided~ <3

Photo shoot will be held on Tuesday, 11th September 2018 <3

The full concept will be decided tomorrow~ 

The BGM for 2nd photo shoot already saved! 

Sadly that 1st photo shoot didn't use any BGM, since it shot at midnight :')

This will be my first self-concept photo shoot though, because the 1st photo shoot I got helped :D

Nervous yet excited!

Unlike the first photo shoot, I will be handle this alone. But, I already learnt a lot from 1st photo shoot <3

Do you have suggestion for the concept?

<3

たばこ/コレサワ〜Cover by Teo〜【テオくん】

I actually searched for this song's title for months ago.

But now, I finally found it.

And more in love with it because of this cover <3

たばこ/コレサワ〜Cover by Teo〜【テオくん】

I already subscribed this Japanese Youtuber months ago, but since my laptop is broken...

I didn't follow his updates :(

He just uploaded this cover 2 weeks ago? and I hope he will gain more views since his voice is nice :)

LYRICS:

KANJI

昨日の夜から君がいなくなって24時間がたった

僕はまだ一歩も外には出ていない

マイペースでよく寝坊する君のことを想って

5分早めた家の時計　もう意味ないな

たばこの嫌いな僕を気遣って

ベランダで吸ってたっけな

カーテンが揺れて目があつくなった

もうそこに君はいない

「もっとちゃんと僕をみててよ　もっとちゃんと」って

その言葉が君には重かったの？

「もっとちゃんと僕をみててよ　もっとちゃんと」って

言わなければ　君はここにいたかな

僕のことはたぶん君がよく知ってる

眠たいときに体温があがる

キスはみじかめが好きってことも

そのとき想った　僕は君のこと

どれくらい分かってたんだろ

一番最初に浮かんできたのは

君の好きなたばこの名前

「もっとちゃんと君をみてれば　もっとちゃんと」って

いまさら気づいてもおそいよな

「もっとちゃんと君をみてれば　もっとちゃんと」って

今気づいたってなんの意味があんだ

君が置いていったたばこ

僕の大嫌いなものなのにどうして火をつけてしまった

君の匂いがしたのさ　君の匂い

ひとくち吸ってしまった

でも　やっぱりむせた

「もっとちゃんと僕をみててよ　もっとちゃんと」って

言わなければ　君はまだここにいたかな

『もっとちゃんと君をみてれば　もっとちゃんと』って

少し苦い君の匂いに泣けた

ROMAJI

Kinō no yoru kara kimi ga i naku natte 24 jikan ga tatta
boku wa mada ichi ho mo soto ni wa de te i nai

maipēsu de yoku nebō suru kimi no koto o omotte
5 fun hayame ta ie no tokei mō imi nai na

tabako no kirai na boku o kizukatte
beranda de sutte ta kke na
kāten ga yure te me ga atsuku natta
mō soko ni kimi wa i nai

‘motto chanto boku o mi te teyo motto chanto’ tte
sono kotoba ga kimi ni wa omokatta no?
‘motto chanto boku o mi te teyo motto chanto’ tte
iwa nakere ba kimi wa koko ni i ta ka na

boku no koto wa tabun kimi ga yoku shitteru
nemutai toki ni taion ga agaru
kisu wa mijika me ga suki tte koto mo

sono toki omotta boku wa kimi no koto
dore kurai wakatte ta n daro
ichiban saisho ni ukan de ki ta no wa
kimi no suki na tabako no namae

‘motto chanto kimi o mitere ba motto chanto’ tte
imasara kizui te mo osoi yo na
‘motto chanto kimi o mitere ba motto chanto’ tte
ima kizui ta ttena n no imi ga an da

kimi ga oi te itta tabako
boku no daikirai na mono na noni dōshite hi o tsuke te shimatta

kimi no nioi ga shi ta no sa kimi no nioi
hitokuchi sutte shimatta
demo yappari muse ta

‘motto chanto boku o mi te teyo motto chanto’ tte
iwa nakere ba kimi wa mada koko ni i ta ka na
‘motto chanto kimi o mitere ba motto chanto’ tte
sukoshi nigai kimi no nioi ni nake ta

TRANSLATIONS:

It's been 24 hours since you left yesterday night.
I haven't taken even one step outside yet.

I'm thinking of you, who often slept in late, at my pace.
Five minutes have quickly gone by on the house clock; 
it doesn't mean anything anymore.

Caring about how I hate cigarettes,
you'd smoke out on the balcony.
Watching the curtains sway, my eyes become warm.
You're not there anymore.

"Look after me more carefully, 
more carefully,"
were those words too heavy for you?
"Look after me more carefully, 
more carefully,"
would you be here if I hadn't said that?

You know me pretty well.
I get hot when I'm sleepy,
and I love when you'd kiss me, even if it was short.

In that moment when I thought of you,
how well did I know you?
The first thing that came to mind
was the name of your favorite cigarettes.

"If only I had looked after you more carefully, 
more carefully,"
even if I realize it now, it's too late.
"If only I had looked after you more carefully, 
more carefully,"
even as I realize it now, what meaning is there?

The cigarettes you left behind,
they're my least favorite thing, 
and yet, why did I light one?

It had your smell, your smell.
I inhaled,
but choked, of course.

"Look after me more carefully, 
more carefully,"
would you be here if I hadn't said that?
"If only I had looked after you more carefully, 
more carefully..."
I cried to your slightly bitter smell.

Credited to:

https://musicbox-trans.livejournal.com/284472.html

I'm Back For Good!! *REALLY*

IT'S BEEN A MONTH!!!

I finally got a new laptop!!! 

It's cooler and definitely suitable for my to-do-lists!!!

<3

My New Laptop is Asus A407MA-BV001T <3

I read a lot of reviews about this type when I finally decided to buy it!

I fell in love with this fingerprint 1TB memory laptop as soon as I entered the shop <3

The price is reachable too!

Ram is 4GB and memory is 1TB (just like I wrote before) <3

I'm so thankful to my Mom, because she gave me money to buy this new laptop and she didn't angry at me.

:')

She asked me why should I buy a new laptop and when I honestly answered her with shuttered tone that I need a bigger RAM and MEMORY, she just smiled and said that she just needed a honest answer 

:)

Tell me that I overact, but I felt touched about it

<3

SOOO...

I will try hard to do what I'm planning to do this year with a new laptop which meant new resolutions that I should really actively update everything which I delayed!!