Monday, December 10, 2018

Is it okay to Feel Down?

Hello...
I was very busy last week, I meant last Monday 'til Sunday. I even slept at 2 am, I even slept at 5 am last Sunday and woke up at 7.30 am.
I got Transcript jobs and I liked to immediately finish it.
The result was I finished it and my body dropped. Not only body, my mind also crashed.

I went home from office today with empty feeling.
I don't know.
Am I feeling down?
Am I just tired?
Am I want to cry?

No,
I don't want to cry.
The tears won't out though.
I just felt empty oh-so-sudden.
And
I'm feeling in listening to sad songs right now.

Well,
my music is playing #Gryffin - #Byebye
Nice song :)
You have to listen to it.


I also think that where's my last year's confidence and woman who don't afraid of anything?
Where is she?
I want her to return!
Because, I'm not that strong without her!

I promise I will be that woman again!
I don't want to act such a child!
I want to be mature again!
I can act as a child, but in mature way :)

I also want to sleep early tonight.
Maybe lack of sleeping made me think negative of myself.
I want to look at the mirror before sleep,
to compliment myself because I ended today well.

For you,
Who read this,
Don't feel empty.
It's okay to feel down.
BUT THEN,
You have to up again.
And be proud of yourself
:)

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