I Want to Break Down and Cry

Is it really fine if you want to break down and cry, but there is no tears are flowing?

You listen to sad songs and enjoy it to the stage where you really felt the songs' meaning,

but you also can't cry.

It's happening to me.

I'm in mood to listening to sad songs these days.

I want to cry, but the tears won't flow.

Maybe it's not me who feeling sad.

Maybe it's just me who feeling disappointed if the relationship won't work.

Maybe it's just me who is hoping this will work,

they are all right.

We don't need to worry.

I really want to know what is their relationship.

I want to know whether they are seeing each other or not.

I want to know whether they are texting each other, calling each other, video calling each other,

just like before.

I know time will tell.

But can't they give us a hint?

They just give us riddles and let us solve it by ourselves.

Everything changed.

But I hope their promises are not.

Why did it looked like a song lyric?

Well, it's not.

Those were what I'm feeling right now.

And I wrote it here.

Goodnight^^