HAPPY NEW YEAR 2020

I Know it’s really a long time to update this blog, but still…

I want to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2020

MAY THIS YEAR BE THE BEST BLESSING FOR ALL OF US

2019 may be the hard year for some of us, but 2020 will be better.

Don’t give up 

Everything’s will be okay!

You may feel low or breakdown into tears, but after that, let’s be happy again and keep the spirit high!!

LET’S BE STRONG TOGETHER!!

^^

Why Don't We

WHYYY!!!

Why do I know just this group?!

I can't stop listening to their songs!

Especially, 

Why Don't We - 8 Letters and Why Don't We - Hooked

Oh, hey, I updated!

:3

Short one!

Bye!

Hari ini aku...

Hari ini aku sedang mendengarkan lagu ini:

君の知らない物語 / supercell(Covered by コバソロ & SiN & てっぺい & taichi.)

Aku mungkin sudah pernah membagi link lagu ini disini dan kalo misalnya kalian merasa ribet untuk membuka link Youtube, lagu itu juga ada di playlist musik yang terputar di blog aku^^ 

Aku merasa mengetik dalam Bahasa akan lebih mudah dan ingin mencoba untuk mengupdate blog dengan Bahasa.

Aku sedang dalam mood untuk mengupdate menggunakan Bahasa. Terasa lebih lancar juga.

Bukan berarti tidak lancar Bahasa Inggris sih, tapi merasa lebih greget aja pake Bahasa ya xD

Aku mungkin juga akan update pake Bahasa Inggris, sih. Tapi tergantung konten yang akan aku tulis :d

Aku sudah lama tidak mengupdate blog ini dan terputar lagu ini, rasanya kayak... (aku senyum-senyum sendiri, btw, mengetik sambil mendengar lagu ini)

Meskipun memang liriknya nggak nyambung dan sedih, tapi rasanya sweet aja gitu, dengerin sambil ketik blog.

Aku tiba-tiba memutuskan untuk update blog lagi karena 2 hari yang lalu, aku melihat ada blog yang mengupdate dan isinya itu mengenai bagaimana dia menantang dirinya untuk bisa mengupdate setiap hari dalam Bulan Juli (meskipun mungkin dia sering update di bulan-bulan sebelumnya ya). Dan aku merasa tertantang juga sih, karena memasuki tahun 2019, aku sangat malas sekali untuk mengupdate blog ini.

Sebenarnya bukan malas, tapi aku lebih bingung mengisi kontennya. Daily life? Hmm... rasanya kayak biasa aja.

Update tentang musik? Sudah, meskipun nggak rajin.

Update tentang fanfic? Soon xD Aku ada banyak ide, namun belum tertuangkan. Yah, karena pulang kerja itu agak-agak melelahkan (bagi kalian yang sudah kerja, mungkin mengerti!)

Dan beberapa bulan ini aku juga sedikit menghadapi masalah pribadi. Jadi, semakin sulit untuk mengupdate. Tapi dengan menggunakan dual bahasa, aku rasa bisa memanagenya.

Okay, then.

See You Soon~ <3

Aku akan melakukan drama dan anime recommendations soon ya~! <3

How Long Has It Been...

I actually contemplated this a lot...

Whether I should write again or not...

Since it has been a long time since I write in this blog.

I know that I disappeared for a long time.

four months?

*giggle*

I had some problems that I can't update.

Well, 

It seemed like reasons, blablablabla.

But, I had some bitter feelings nowadays and I just couldn't contain in my heart anymore.

I thought I could face it tho.

But the feelings just too much and I realized that only writing can make my feeling calm and I can be more relax in pouring my feelings.

I will update more,

I will write more.

I am back

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2019!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2019!!!

I can't believe that this blog is 1 year old >w<

Even though I don't write a lot, but I hope this year will change.

I will write a lot in this blog! 

<3

2018 passed and of course, I also have New Year resolutions.

Just like people saying,

New Year, New Me

LOL

I will do what I didn't manage to do in 2018 this year.

I will try to write a lot in my blog.

I will try a lot of things this year.

I will try to travel to Bangkok this year alone.

I will try to go out with my friends.

I will try to call my parents every week.

I will try to not eat too much sugary foods/snacks and meats.

I will try to eat healthy foods this year.

I will try to build muscles this year.

etc...

etc...

I will add some more if I still remember xD

The things I already did:

a. I tried a soulmate app and found new friends ^^ It's a Chinese app and I actually misunderstood it though. I thought we can do ASMR here, but it's actually a matchmaking app but we don't really upload our photos. So, the person will never know our face unless he/she asked and you give it to them. There was also percentage xD Fortunately, I found a nice 小哥哥 and we are still chatting until now.

b. I have my fashion Instagram Account now ^^ I decided to post daily and I already posted one today ^^

That's all for now!

Happy New Year 2019, My Dears!

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2018

Merry Christmas 2018, Guys!!!

I hope all of you are spending amazing Christmas, whenever you are :)

I was very lazy today, but still managed to do some exercises <3

We have to keep fit, even though it's holiday, isn't it?

This will be a very short post :)

But,

Let me give you my favorite Christmas song :)

Boney M - Mary's Boy Child

Do You Want Your Ex Back...?

I could not update for almost a week because I went with my friend.

My friend and I had not meet for 6 months?

So we had fun for 3 days.

Karaoke, watching movie, lunch and dinner, talking until 1 am and I sent him to train station.

There was a good topic between us.

So, his friend broken up with her boyfriend. They were dating for 3 years?

The girl was the one who decided to broken up.

And now she wanted him back, because she didn't want to start from beginning with another man..

So,

My friend asked my opinion.

I was gladly and immediately answered (of course I also think about it),

'If you decided to break things off in a relationship,

Never wanted it back.

It's better to start from beginning with other man,

than continue with a wrong man'

My ex-boyfriend decided to break things off between us after two year and half.

Aside of he admitted that he cheated, he also said he bored with me.

Then, I also answered my friend.

'If you really love someone,

You will never feel bored and find another woman.

If you really love someone,

You will never want to disappoint the person you love'

And I believe all of you,

broken up or still single,

you will find someone who love as much as you do.

:)

I Want to Break Down and Cry

Is it really fine if you want to break down and cry, but there is no tears are flowing?

You listen to sad songs and enjoy it to the stage where you really felt the songs' meaning,

but you also can't cry.

It's happening to me.

I'm in mood to listening to sad songs these days.

I want to cry, but the tears won't flow.

Maybe it's not me who feeling sad.

Maybe it's just me who feeling disappointed if the relationship won't work.

Maybe it's just me who is hoping this will work,

they are all right.

We don't need to worry.

I really want to know what is their relationship.

I want to know whether they are seeing each other or not.

I want to know whether they are texting each other, calling each other, video calling each other,

just like before.

I know time will tell.

But can't they give us a hint?

They just give us riddles and let us solve it by ourselves.

Everything changed.

But I hope their promises are not.

Why did it looked like a song lyric?

Well, it's not.

Those were what I'm feeling right now.

And I wrote it here.

Goodnight^^

Is it okay to Feel Down?

Hello...

I was very busy last week, I meant last Monday 'til Sunday. I even slept at 2 am, I even slept at 5 am last Sunday and woke up at 7.30 am.

I got Transcript jobs and I liked to immediately finish it.

The result was I finished it and my body dropped. Not only body, my mind also crashed.

I went home from office today with empty feeling.

I don't know.

Am I feeling down?

Am I just tired?

Am I want to cry?

No,

I don't want to cry.

The tears won't out though.

I just felt empty oh-so-sudden.

And

I'm feeling in listening to sad songs right now.

Well,

my music is playing #Gryffin - #Byebye

Nice song :)

You have to listen to it.

HERE!

I also think that where's my last year's confidence and woman who don't afraid of anything?

Where is she?

I want her to return!

Because, I'm not that strong without her!

I promise I will be that woman again!

I don't want to act such a child!

I want to be mature again!

I can act as a child, but in mature way :)

I also want to sleep early tonight.

Maybe lack of sleeping made me think negative of myself.

I want to look at the mirror before sleep,

to compliment myself because I ended today well.

For you,

Who read this,

Don't feel empty.

It's okay to feel down.

BUT THEN,

You have to up again.

And be proud of yourself

:)

Secret - U R Fired

Well...

I'm really into sad songs these days LOL

This is kinda old song, maybe four years ago?

But I really love them and their songs~ <3

Secret - U R Fired

Secret - U R Fired (Nightcore Cover)

Don't worry this video has its romaji, hangul and english :)

My Favorite Couple

I'd been really in emo mode these weeks.

My favorite Thai couple...

I will write about them in another post soon!

They are not together right now. Well, they had a huge fight and had not show some affectionate like before.

Well, they had musical before and all of their fans were assuming they were makeup in the stage, because the musical was really like in their real life :'))

That made me (us) even happy and sad in the same time.

I'd been tweeting about them a lot in my Twitter and I had some friends in the same fandom.

I always think that I have to move on from this ship, because we don't know whether they are real or not, even though what they were showing 'til now is real, to the point they are confessing each other feelings in their Youtube Channel.

Well, the age gap is 5 years apart and I really think the man is want to settle with his love. But his love might not think the same.

Whatever their reasons, whatever they are real or not,

I just want the best of them.

:)

I will Always Support Both of them

:)

This is what a really related song for them which I kept listening since afternoon:

Secret - Daddy Long Legs

Not Late?

Hello, People~!!!!

Well...

It's 1st December 2018.

Look at how time goes by...

It's December...

New Month...

And I'd changed a lot since November.

I also just finished my short vacation in Bali with My Older Sister and her friend! :3

Well...

Besides I didn't have time to post in my blog, I think I changed to a better side now.

1. I uninstalled my Otome Games

BYE, OTOME GAMES!!! I'm happy that you stayed with me for a year. But, I don't want to waste my time to play with you anymore. I realized that I didn't even really focusing in doing my jobs because I kept checking the time to play again or not and I spent a lot of money for purchased the coins. And when I finally uninstalled it, I felt really relax and enjoy my work time and socialize with my colleagues.

2. I Prioritize My Self

I'm sorry for people that I said I will help, but you didn't even prioritize my value and kept telling lies. So, I decided to stop everything and prioritize myself more and focusing on my main job. I only accepted part time jobs, such as typing and translating. Other than that, NOPE. When I finally decided this, my mind became clearer and relaxed than before.

3. My Friends

I also made-up with my friends and decided to treasure them more. It was enough when I ditched them once and I realized that I need to see their positive side more than one negative thing happened. And We are still happily talking now (P.S. We just finished video calling for +1 hour)

4. Save Money

I decided to stop crazily shopping for outfits! And I want to save money for my next year's travelling :3

I hope you all know what to do from now on! Because It's really important!

A Little Sweet

I'm literally feeling very sweet lately!!!!

And typing this while smiling 'til my mouth is kinda hurt!!!

My favorite couple is back!!!! :3

I won't tell in here :D

That's why I want to share this sweet song :D

A Little Sweet - Silence Wang ft. BY2

There are Chinese, Pinyin and English!!

ENJOY!!!

P.S. Sorry for the short update!!

The Busyyyyyyyyy

This may be that longest time since I updated my blog...

:')

I hope it's really okay and you still anticipate my blogs' contents xD

My parents are staying with me right now and they will back to hometown next week, which I will make sure that I will update a lot next week.

My activities, what are my favorites now, what songs am I really addicting right now, what movies, dramas, etc, etc.

Because I actually have a lot of lists, but all is in waiting list to be revealed xD 

:3

I'm actually already planning to update tonight and this is the post after a really long time :3

I'm really enjoying Thai Dramas nowadays, what genre is it? I will reveal it next time :3

And I'm planning to learn Thai :)

I really love to learn foreign languages.

I'm actually speaking Chinese, Japanese, English, Indonesian, Hong Kong and there will be more to learn :D

I also busy in giving tuition to my three friends :3

Since one of them is going to Japan to study next year in October.

That's why I'd like to teach her and her sisters are also have interest to learn.

I was out of town with my parents, cousin and Grandma.

2 Days and One Night. More will be revealed in next post :p

The activities made me lacking sleep, but I enjoy it really much!

The negative is I keep yawning in my office xD

But I always full smile in office :3

I also Hope You All to HAVE A NICE DAY

and

FULLY SMILE EVERYDAY!

Am I included as an Otaku?

So...

I recently realized a little...

Am I being an Otaku now?

If you don't know what is Otaku.

Otaku means sometimes used to mean hardcore anime fan. Originally comes from the Japanese word otaku meaning house. If your a otaku it means you have no social life, love life, ect (Thanks to Urban Dictionary)

Otaku also means Otaku (おたく/オタク) is a Japanese term for people with obsessive interests, particularly in anime and manga (Thanks to Wikipedia)

BUT!

I'm not obsessive in anime or manga though,

I'm watching Chinese Drama and even searched for the novel after I watched them!!!

Every day!!

After works, weekend and sunday!!

Let's just say that I prefer watching dramas than went for grocery :9

Rather than going out with my friends, I prefer watching dramas.

Since I found these dramas are very nice and the couples are really... sasjajshaksahsua!!!!!!!!

But, I still keep in touch with friends tho...

I still hung out with some of workmates.

I will try to change it...

I will go socialize with friends and hangout with them.

I will limit these dramas...

And I will even do what I'm going to for 2018.

:)

EXILE - Lovers Again

I'm really an old school person, aren't I?

BUT!

You can't blame me that this song can keep entering my mind, even though it's been 7 or 8 years that I knew this song :)

EXILE - Lovers Again (Japanese Version)

And I remembered that this is a first song that made me become Exile's fans and fell in love with their two vocalists :3

I always love listening to this song and recently I found Chinese Version of this song:

Rajor - Lovers Again (Chinese Version)

I am so in love with these two songs even more :)

Even though EXILE has a lot of Generations now,

I still love this one :)

First love is hard to be ended, isn't it?

KBShinya - That Girl

I really have to post this!!!!!!

My new favorite!!!!

KBShinya - That Girl Cover

Olly Murs - That Girl Original

Olly Murs - That Girl EDM

I found this song two days ago, and I couldn't help to fall in love with this cover :3

And I decided to share it here.

KBShinya is Chinese and I think his pronunciation is very nice and easy listening <3

Yes, I fell in love with his voice.

Well, I can't share his picture though, because I don't know which one is the real him.

So, let's just keep guessing.

I fell in love with his voice, so I don't really care about his face :3

3rd Reason~

I actually just realized these days that Chinese People's voices can be very beautiful and sweet!

Don't be wrong,

I always watch and listen to Chinese songs (mainly Taiwan).

But, I didn't really pay attention to China there.

And I immediately fell in love with their voices!

Not only one, of course!

But I will share one by one,

So that you can enjoy one by one too!

どうぞ！

倫桑愛唱歌

Lun Sang 不愛我就拉倒 If You Don’t Love Me, It’s Fine 好きじゃなくても結構

Lun Sang ft. VK 陽光宅男 The Sunny Indoors-man 明るいオタク

Lun Sang 追光者 light seekers 光を追う者

Lun Sang 時間飛行 Time Flies 時間の中で飛ぶ Zeitflug

These are only several songs that I listed :)

I will continue again tomorrow!!!

Yes, for your information,

I sometimes fall to asleep when I listen to their songs :)

<3

2nd Reason :)

This will be my second reason of my happiness.

嗝壁老汪

He is one of Chinese ASMR that voice made me melted and kept squealing wherever I watch or listen to his videos :)

His sentences are really sweet and adorable. His laugh. How he softly and sweetly said sentences!!!!

Damn, I'm fangirling right now :3

Well,

There are 19+ videos, but there are underrated videos too!

It's safe to click :)

He can becomes one of the sweetest boyfriend in the world.

Yes, I know it's only ASMR and scenario that he made.

We don't even know his face,

so on and so on.

Whatever it is,

He is one of the reasons that makes me smile :)

Even though his face is ugly or whatever negative thinks that appear in your mind,

at least he didn't do wrong things or lies.

Several days ago,

He deleted some of his videos (but he uploaded it back already!) and I didn't really know the reasons.

I think there are haters who bad-mouth him 

Whatever it is,

I just hope he can ignore it and be himself.

Good Luck for all of us!

This is first reason...

Yes,

I will divided the reasons by part...

:)

Because it will be too much if I type in only one post.

I want you to enjoy every reasons which made me happy.

FIRST!

I'd been really into ASMR these weeks.

My favorites are Japanese and Chinese.

If I didn't tell you before,

I'm a Chinese :)

I was so into in Japanese ASMR and now, I'm so into in Chinese ASMR too.

Well...

I think this may not ASMR. But, I still think it's very sweet and somehow it melted me and it made my heart feeling mixed.

SWEET GOODNIGHT SAYINGS~!!!!

The one who uploaded it really make a good job~!

How sweet is it to have a boyfriend who say those sweet things for you every night <3