I feel very sleepy today because I kept wake-and-sleep last night @.@
And unfortunately, today is kinda hectic day in office... but I could manage it tho.
Communications with other workers are getting better, even though I still closed myself and keep reminding myself that don't getting too close.
After years,
I realized that friends are divided as two types, friends and best friends.
When you are getting older, you will feel that you only need few friends that you trust and pour your focus into your family.
To make your family happy and proud, maybe it's because I was really in bad behavior before (when I dated a bad guy). But, bad behavior didn't mean that I kept picking fights with my family, more like... I rather to not communicate with them and kept focus to my bad ex.
But, I really realized that love (in bf-gf term) is not forever and it may betrayed you oh-so-suddenly. But love in family term is eternity, they will forgive whatever you did.
I don't know why I kept thinking about this matter, maybe because I don't want to do the same mistake again.
I'd rather love my family so much than devote myself to bad love.
Yes, I did wrong once or twice. I swear myself that I won't reply the same mistakes.
Good Night<3
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