Friday, February 23, 2018

Caught a Cold~

This is what happened when you are sitting exactly where the Air Conditioner blows in office room 
-____________-
My nose is running right now, while typing this...
And my throat is kinda hurt. I don't know how to explain the sore throat feeling, but one thing I'm sure...
It doesn't feeling good and you keep getting an urge to cough.

Besides that...
I also think that I'm not getting enough sleep here.
My friends are coming over last night and we talked 'til 11pm.
That was why I couldn't even write this blog last night.

I can't write when there are people in my room. It will make me feel bad because they are coming but I ignore them because I write blogs? Impossible.

Truthfully saying,
I'm a really appreciating people.
When you make time for me, I won't even glance at my phone and will 1000% focus with our talks.
Exclude when there is an emergency happen when you are chatting or have some businesses with your phone, then you can hold your phones.

Gratefully, I have friends who also like me. When we meet each other, we will be like:
'Bye phone, I'm meeting with someone important. Don't disturb us~!'
That kind of feeling ↑↑↑ <3


Today's Messages:

"Drink a lot of water. Make sure you don't sit exactly where the AC is blowing.
Don't caught a cold~ If you do, drink medicine~!"

"When you are meeting with friends or families which you already hadn't see for a long time or a while, 
focus on them~! 
Because no one liked to be ignored~!"

Wednesday, February 21, 2018

Today's Life~

*sigh*

I feel very sleepy today because I kept wake-and-sleep last night @.@

And unfortunately, today is kinda hectic day in office... but I could manage it tho.

Communications with other workers are getting better, even though I still closed myself and keep reminding myself that don't getting too close.

After years,
I realized that friends are divided as two types, friends and best friends.
When you are getting older, you will feel that you only need few friends that you trust and pour your focus into your family.
To make your family happy and proud, maybe it's because I was really in bad behavior before (when I dated a bad guy). But, bad behavior didn't mean that I kept picking fights with my family, more like... I rather to not communicate with them and kept focus to my bad ex.

But, I really realized that love (in bf-gf term) is not forever and it may betrayed you oh-so-suddenly. But love in family term is eternity, they will forgive whatever you did.

I don't know why I kept thinking about this matter, maybe because I don't want to do the same mistake again.

I'd rather love my family so much than devote myself to bad love.
Yes, I did wrong once or twice. I swear myself that I won't reply the same mistakes.

Good Night<3

Tuesday, February 20, 2018

Nico Nico Chorus - Taiyoukei Disco~


Original Title: 【大盛り合唱】太陽系デスコ【個性豊かな男性10名】 Created by: n@na(大盛り合唱)'s (mylist/30815615) __(アンダーバー)さん:sm30566749 赤ティンさん:sm30571429 みゅさん:sm30528486 3部さん:sm30526759 電池切れさん:sm30603425 みよさん:sm30587327 がおーさん:sm30489779 くそ饅頭さん:sm30572691 オリモーノ*ヴァッギーナさん:sm30855199 コンクリさん:sm30512494 URL: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm30951374 Note: Credits given where it is required. : ニコニコ動画より転載させて頂きました.
Credited to this Youtube user also~! (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9eoDwHPo4ExBdbpdY0RUDg)

This is also my latest favorite song~! I meant this cover~
I keep listening this song these days~~~~~
<3

And I will post this song's ranking this week~ <3

Monday, February 19, 2018

Kenshi Yonezu - Lemon

When I opened Youtube, this video is on my homepage.
So, I played it.
The result is...
I fell in love with this song and just realized that the song was just released days ago (12 February 2018).
This actually theme song of "Unnatural" (New Japanese Dorama)
I haven't watch it, but maybe I will ^^




This is the song~






LYRICS:

Yume naraba dore hodo yokatta deshou
How good it would have been if this were all just a dream
Imada ni anata no koto wo yume ni miru
Even now, I still dream of you
Wasureta mono wo tori ni kaeru you ni
Like I’m going home to get something I’ve forgotten
Furubita omoide no hokori wo harau
I dust off my old, worn memories
Modoranai shiawase ga aru koto wo
The last thing you taught me
Saigo ni anata ga oshiete kureta
Is that there are types of happiness that don’t come back
Iezu ni kakushiteta kurai kako mo
The dark past I kept hidden and unsaid
Anata ga inakya eien ni kurai mama
Would have remained forever dark, if I hadn’t met you

Kitto mou kore ijou kizutsuku koto nado
I know there’s no possible way
Ari wa shinai to wakatte iru
I could ever be hurt any more than this

Ano hi no kanashimi sae ano hi no kurushimi sae
Even the sadness of those days, even the pain of those days
Sono subete wo aishiteta anata to tomo ni
I loved every bit of it, with you by my side
Mune ni nokori hanarenai nigai remon no nioi
In my heart, never coming out, is the bitter smell of lemon
Ame ga furiyamu made wa kaerenai
I can’t go home until the rain lets up
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari
And even now, you’re my light

Kurayami de anata no se wo nazotta
In the darkness, I traced your back
Sono rinkaku wo senmei ni oboete iru
I remember its outline vividly
Uketome kirenai mono to deau tabi
Each time I encounter something I can’t fully accept
Afurete yamanai no wa namida dake
Nothing wells up but my tears

Nani wo shiteita no nani wo miteita no
What were you doing? What were you looking at?
Watashi no shiranai yokogao de
Your face turned to the side, expression unknown

Dokoka de anata ga ima watashi to onaji you na
If you’re somewhere now, just the way I am
Namida ni kure sabishisa no naka ni iru nara
Trapped in loneliness, suffering and crying
Watashi no koto nado douka wasurete kudasai
Somehow, please, just forget about me
Sonna koto wo kokoro kara negau hodo ni
I wish for it so strongly, with all my heart
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari
That even now, you’re my light

Jibun ga omou yori
Since then, when I think of you
Koi wo shiteita anata ni
—Someone I loved
Are kara omou you ni
More than I ever thought—
Iki ga dekinai
My breath stops
Anna ni soba ni ita no ni
Even though you were by my side
Marude uso mitai
It’s almost like a lie
Totemo wasurerarenai
But I’ll never forget it
Sore dake ga tashika
That’s the only thing I know for sure

Ano hi no kanashimi sae ano hi no kurushimi sae
Even the sadness of those days, even the pain of those days
Sono subete wo aishiteta anata to tomo ni
I loved every bit of it, with you by my side
Mune ni nokori hanarenai nigai remon no nioi
In my heart, never coming out, is the bitter smell of lemon
Ame ga furiyamu made wa kaerenai
I can’t go home until the rain lets up
Kiriwaketa kajitsu no katahou no you ni
Like one half of a split fruit
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari
Even now, you’re my light

Credited to:
http://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/kenshi-yonezu/lemon/
http://www.kazelyrics.com/2018/02/lirikterjemahan-kenshi-yonezu-lemon.html (for Indonesian)
https://animirror.net/kenshi-yonezu-lemon-lyrics/



Happy Chinese New Year~~!!! ^^

I was back to my hometown to celebrate Chinese New Year~ ^^

新年快乐  
恭喜发财 
身体健康
万事如意
年年有馀
合家平安
事事顺利
回回回回回回回回回回回回回回回回
 ┏̲H̶̲̅┓̲ 
( ╮͡.̰ ╭͡)
                 (_/l\_) 新年快乐 
      (_l_)
回回回回回回回回回回回回回回回回
~Happy Chinese New Year 2567~


That's why I can't update since I'm busying myself with my family~!
Hope you enjoy the long weekend and this Chinese New Year~! <3

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Happy Valentine's Day~!

My laptop is really bad nowadays…
That’s why I can’t update like… everyday…
Moreover…

ハッピーバレンタイン~❤❤❤❤

I know that we actually celebrate Valentine’s Day everyday…
But somehow today is a really special day to show your love to special ones.
People may also take this change to confess~
Special ones may be your family, friends, it’s not necessarily to be a lover^^
Before I open this blog,
I opened Youtube and open this cover~ ^^
I think this song is so sweet yet sad and Amatsuki’s voice just………. SO SOOTHINGGGG~!!!!! >///<
Credited to its’ owner~!
The Lyrics
Kataomoi
Aimer 

Tatoteba kimi no no kao ni
Mukashi yori SHIWA ga fuete mo
Sore demo ii nda
Boku ga GITAA wo omou youni
Kikenakunatte mo
Kokoro no uta wa 
Kimi de afureteiru yo
Takai koe mo dasezu ni
Omoidoori utaenai
Sore demo unazuki nagara
Issho ni utatte kureru kana
Waren bakari no hakushuu mo
Hibiki wataru kansei mo
Iranai
Kimi dake 
Wakatte yo 
Wakatte yo

Darlin' 
Yume ga kanatta no
Oniai no kotoba ga 
Mitsukaranai yo
Darlin' 
Yume ga kanatta no
"Aishiteru"

Tatta ichido no
Tatta hitori no
Umarete kita shiawase
Ajiwatteru nda yo
*Kyou ga MEIN DISSHU de
Owari no hi ni wa
Amasuppai DEZAATO wo taberu no
Yama mo tani mo
Zenbu FURU KOOSU de*
Ki ga kiku youna kotoba wa iranai
Subarashii tokubetsu mo iranai
Tada zutto zutto soba ni
Oite ite yo
Boku no omoi wa
Toshi wo toru to
Fueteku bakka da
Suki da yo
Wakatte yo 
Wakatte yo

Nee, Darlin'
Yume ga kanatta no
Oniai no kotoba ga 
Mitsukaranai yo
Darlin'
Yume ga kanatta no
Ai ga afurete yuku

Kimi ga boku wo 
Wasurete shimatte mo
Chotto tsurai kedo...
Sore demo ii kara
Boku yori saki ni 
Doko ka tooku ni
Tabidatsu koto wa
Zettai yurusanai kara
Umare kawatta to shite mo
Deai kata ga
Sai'aku demo
Mata boku wa kimi ni 
Koisuru nda yo
Boku no kokoro wa
Kimi ni itsumo kataomoi
Suki da yo
Wakatte yo 
Wakatte yo 
Wakatte yo

Darlin' 
Yume ga kanatta no
Oniai no kotoba ga 
Mitsukaranai yo
Darlin' 
Yume ga kanatta no

Nee Darlin' 
"Aishiteru"
カタオモイ
昔よりシワが増えても
例えば君の顔に
それでもいいんだ
君で溢れているよ
僕がギターを思うように
弾けなくなっても
それでもうなずきながら
心の歌は
高い声も出せずに
一緒に歌ってくれるかな
思い通り歌えない
響き渡る歓声も
割れんばかりの拍手も
いらない
君だけ
分かってよ
分かってよ
夢が叶ったの
Darlin’
見つからないよ
お似合いの言葉が
Darlin’
たった一度の
夢が叶ったの
「愛してる」
たった一人の
今日がメインディッシュで
生まれてきた幸せ
味わってるんだよ
山も谷も
終わりの日には
甘酸っぱいデザートを食べるの
全部フルコースで
気が利くような言葉はいらない
素晴らしい特別もいらない
置いていてよ
ただずっと ずっと側に
僕の想いは
歳をとると
増えてくばっかだ
好きだよ
分かってよ
分かってよ
夢が叶ったの
ねえ、Darlin’
Darlin’
お似合いの言葉が
見つからないよ
忘れてしまっても
夢が叶ったの
愛が溢れていく
君が僕を
僕より先に
ちょっと辛いけど…
それでもいいから
出会い方が
どこか遠くに
旅立つことは
絶対 許さないから
生まれ変わったとしても
最悪でも
また僕は君に
恋するんだよ
君にいつも片想い
僕の心は
好きだよ
分かってよ
分かってよ
分かってよ
お似合いの言葉が
Darlin’
夢が叶ったの
夢が叶ったの
見つからないよ
Darlin’
「愛してる」
ねえ Darlin’
Unrequited Love
Aimer
Even if wrinkles in your face  are getting increased than before,
I don’t mind at all
Even if I can’t anymore play guitar like I want to
But the song of my heart is overflowing with you
Can’t produce high vocal,
I can’t sing like I want to
But still, would you nod your head, agreeing to sing along with me?
Clamoring applauses,
Sonorous cheers
I don’t need those kind of things
I want nobody but you
Please realize me
Please understand me
Darlin’
My dream has become true
I can’t find the exact words
to express my feeling
Darlin’
My dream has become true
“I love you”
Once in a lifetime
Just for one person
I’ve tasted the happiness
of being born on this world
*Today is the main dish,
and for the end of day
we’ll eat bittersweet dessert
Mountains, valley
All of them in full course*
I don’t need some quotes
I don’t need something splendid or special
I just want you
to stay by my side forever and ever
The older I get,
the more this feeling of mine
grows even stronger
I love you
Please realize me
Please understand me
Darlin’
My dream has become true
I can’t find the exact words
to express my feeling
My dream has become true
Darlin’
My love for you keeps overflowing
Even if you ended up forgetting about me
It’s a bit hurt, but…
I don’t mind at all
But I’ll never let you to take on
a distant journey ahead of me
Even if we get a chance to reborn
Even if we meet again
in the worst way
I believe, I’ll ended up
falling for you again
This heart, my love for you
is always unrequited
I love you
Please realize me
Please understand me
Please recognize me
Darlin’
My dream has become true
I can’t find the exact words
to express my feeling
My dream has become true
Darlin’
Hey Darlin’
“I love you”