Goodbye March~

Yoooooo~~~

It's the end of Third Month~!!!!

<3

Don't you think time is really fast??

It's April tomorrow!!!!

What are you doing in the last day of March? xD

I'm cleaning my following in Twitter <3

I realize that there are my followers or followings that already inactive :o

From 510 'til 383 followings :o

That's really a lot!!!!

At least I'm doing a really nice work in the last day of March xD

Wait...

I think I'm too overeact about today. It's only another day tho! 

Well...

Though it's only another day,

Have you done anything nice or worth your day?

:3

It's okay to be lazy, but don't keep being lazy!

Get up, Workout, Dance, Do homework or things you have to do!!

Do whatever you can do today!

Don't procrastinating!!

<3

Follow me in Twitter <3

Click~!!!

<3

My profile is a lot of Japanese~!! <3

Well...

I'm back to my first love after all~!!!!! <3

Hi~ Hi~ Hi~

It's been a week since I last updated this blog...

It's not that I don't want to update this...

But...

You know...

My body isn't well this week and...

Doing this and that...

Working this and that...

Meeting Friends this and that...

:)

I gratefully am doing well right now.

My antibody is increasing.

And I'm really positively happy and healthy <3

These weeks are really unknown for me.

Maybe because it was someone annoyed me for umpteenth times '_'

I already blocked the person tho.

Hopefully the person won't disturb me again.

It's really annoying.

When you decided to call back someone who you pushed aside or maybe someone you just used and finally decided to find others to be used,

Please do remember your own words and choices.

It's your own choice which decided to push that someone.

And when you finally realize you need them,

Don't be selfish to call them again for your own needs.

It's not healthy.

Because you are annoying them who finally move on from yourself.

:3

Today......

Today is a very busy day~

And yesterday I also couldn't write this blog since I was going out with my friends 'til 8pm~

So...

Here I am now.

:)

I actually felt very sad tonight and I couldn't write the reason here :')

Well, it's actually not about me.

About my friend.

Hmm...

I bet she's actually already fine right now.

Good Night~

おやすみなさい

Gero~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm so likey this utaite's voice and how he covered these songs :))

Well...

I'm not going to write about his profile, I will just recommend the songs that he covered which I love to listen~!! :D

Some are featuring other utaites <3

Here are those!!!!

Gero - Ai no Scenario

Gero X Faneru - Double Lariat

Gero - Regret Message

Gero - Servant of Evil 

Gero - Charles

Gero - Halo

Gero X ASK - Alien Alien

Gero X Faneru X ASK - Magnet

Gero - Mind Brand

Gero X Other Utaites - Summer Festival

Gero×SLH - 夏に去りし君を想フ (Dance and Sing)

Gero - Karakuri Pierrot Piano Vers.

Gero - サヨナラカゲロウ (Original Song)

Gero - Jakusa no Sengen

Gero X ASK - Romeo

Gero - Soundless Voice

Gero - Yoshiwara Lament

Gero - Dreams Come True

Gero - I Don't Care Who, Somebody Go Out with Me

Gero X Other Utaites - Mrs. Pumpkin no Kokkei na Yume

This is just exciting to list the songs~!! <3

I may do other utaites too~!!

Enjoy the SONGS!!!

I'm In Love With This Song~

So...

In this second post of tonight...

I'm going to share this song xD

Well...

I just knew about this on Sunday and I kept replying it 'til now <3

テオくん - とてつもなく大好き

Hmm...

Their faces may not that handsome or cool or ikemen,

But I love their voices :)

Maybe there are also broken English or broken Rap,

even so, their voices are soothing and warm <3

Good Night <3

おやすみなさい <3

Sleep Well~

It's been long time since I slept very well~ <3

I actually wanted to write in this blog,

But I fell asleep at 9 pm and woke up in the middle of night :(

But then, I immediately fell asleep again xD

I guess it was because I listen to Otome CD which I founded in Youtube?

I listen to several and their voices are just too much for me to handle >///<

Some are just too sweet, some are just too sexy, some are just too cute~!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH!

What I listened to are men's voices <3

Well...

I'm a woman which is the reason why I'm listening to men, not women.

I may share some here <3

Their voices are too warm and becomes my lullaby to sleep?

Well, that's just too weird *LMAO

I'm kidding.

I'm listening to them because I also want to do one :) 

I hope I can do it soon and post it in Youtube and share to you here <3

For you who has a hard time to fall asleep or Insomnia,

I know it's really hard for you.

You may try to listen to Otome CD? There are also Japanese and English Versions^^

If not, 

You can also listen to classical instrument or maybe modern songs but only the piano version or instrumental?

:)

I may not know much about it and you may also think that I'm so wrong to suggest those,

But I hope you can try it :D

Dad and 2nd Older Brother's Birthday~

As today is Silent Day,

It's also my Dad and 2nd Older Brother's Birthday~

And I can't even go back to my hometown to celebrate their birthday T__T

It's because of work and if I insist to fly to hometown,

that's only waste of money. Because it's only a day and I have to immediately fly back again.

Mom is asking me to go back tho~

But then, Mom will be the one who pay for the airplane fee and I don't want that.

Well...

I just recently graduated in October and started working in November which makes me want to focus in building my career first :)

Though it's nice to be back to hometown once in a while~

Well...

Family and Work have to be balanced, right?

Since I sometimes see that people tend to forget their family when busying themselves in works.

Work, building careers, money are important,

But family is the most important right?

Even when you can't see them,

at least try to give them a phone and talk for a while.

Just like I called my Dad and sent message to Brother to wish them Happy Birthday (since my second older brother is rarely talk much when in phone).

They are happy, tho. Even though my 2nd brother kept bugging me for birthday present =.=

They say blood is thicker than water :)

Have a Great Day with Your Family :)

Good Night~ <3

おやすみなさい~ <3

Happy Silence Day~!

Happy Silence Day~

Credited to WIKIPEDIA.COM:

Nyepi is a Balinese "Day of Silence" that is commemorated every Isakawarsa (Saka new year) according to the Balinese calendar (in 2018, it falls on March 17). It is a Hindu celebration mainly celebrated in Bali, Indonesia. Nyepi, a public holiday in Indonesia, is a day of silence, fasting and meditation for the Balinese. The day following Nyepi is also celebrated as New Year's Day.^[1][2] On this day, the youth of Bali in the village of Sesetan in South Bali practice the ceremony of Omed-omedan or 'The Kissing Ritual' to celebrate the new year. The same day celebrated in India as Ugadi.

Observed from 6 a.m. until 6 a.m. the next morning, Nyepi is a day reserved for self-reflection, and as such, anything that might interfere with that purpose is restricted. The main restrictions are no lighting fires (and lights must be kept low); no working; no entertainment or pleasure; no traveling; and, for some, no talking or eating at all. The effect of these prohibitions is that Bali's usually bustling streets and roads are empty, there is little or no noise from TVs and radios, and few signs of activity are seen even inside homes. The only people to be seen outdoors are the Pecalang, traditional security men who patrol the streets to ensure the prohibitions are being followed.

Although Nyepi is primarily a Hindu holiday, non-Hindu residents and tourists are not exempt from the restrictions. Although they are free to do as they wish inside their hotels, no one is allowed onto the beaches or streets, and the only airport in Bali remains closed for the entire day. The only exceptions granted are for emergency vehicles responding to life-threatening conditions and women about to give birth.^[3][4]

On the day after Nyepi, known as Ngembak Geni (Relighting the Fire), social activity picks up again quickly, as families and friends gather to ask forgiveness from one another, and to perform certain religious rituals together. Fires and electricity are allowed again, and cooking of food resumes.

HAPPY SILENT DAY

SELAMAT HARI RAYA NYEPI

ハッピーサイレントデイ

FRIENDS

サヨナラまたな (Sayonara Mata Na) - Fischer’s

I'm loving this song :))

W

E

L

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Isn't this a really short post?? *o*

The song is about Friends, Memories, Graduation. Well... I'm not that good in explaining things, so just go click the link and watch it!!!

This person also makes an appearance here <3

There are English, Chinese, Indonesia and Japanese subtitles :)

So, don't worry to not be understand what they are singing :)

When I listen to this song for the very first time,

I immediately remember my best friend for 4 years and still counting :)

We are still keep-in-touch 'til now

and 

We always tell each other everything.

We trust each other :)

I hope you can find a friend like this :)

Good Night <3

おやすみなさい <3

This is the Real Deal...

This is the real post.

I'm going to be serious about this post.

.

.

.

.

.

NAH!

JUST KIDDING!

Don't be so serious :)

That is what I learnt from life.

Yes,

You may be serious.

But you also have to relax your mind.

Do you know how am I relaxing my mind?

I am listening to funny songs >w<

Nico Nico Chorus (Oomori Version)

SEARCH IT IN YOUTUBE NOW!!!!!

My favorite is ORENJI <3

Sadly, Youtube is down and I can't access to it :(

So, you have to search it by yourself <3

SHORT POST.

I KNOW.

おやすみなさい

Happy White Day~!! (VERY RANDOM POST!)

So...

Today is White Day~

HAPPY WHITE DAY~ <3

Not that I have a boyfriend to celebrate it or some guys who suddenly give me flowers or chocolates tho xD

For you guys who are taking this change to give or confess to the girls whom you like (since this is white day after all),

Good Luck <3

Well...

this is so random post...

BYE

Kobukuro - Sakura (Cherry Blossom)

Happy Monday~~

<3

I won't write any quotes or about my life tonight~

I'm going to share songs that I listened to today and I hope you can enjoyed the songs too~!!

Kobukuro - Sakura (ORIGINAL)

Kobukuro - Sakura COVER

LYRICS:

名もない花には名前を付けましょう
na mo nai hana ni wa namae wo tsukemashou
この世に一つしかない
kono yo ni hitotsu shika nai
冬の寒さに打ちひしがれないように
fuyu no samu sa ni uchi hishigarenai you ni
誰かの声でまた起き上がれるように
dare ka no koe de mata oki agareru you ni

土の中で眠る命のかたまり
tsuchi no naka de nemuru inochi no katamari
アスファルト押しのけて
asufaruto oshi nokete
会うたびにいつも　会えない時の寂しさ
au tabi ni itsu mo aenai toki no sabishi sa
分けあう二人　太陽と月のようで
wake au futari taiyou to tsuki no you de
実のならない花も　蕾のまま散る花も
mi no naranai hana mo tsubomi no mama chiru hana mo
あなたと誰かのこれからを
anata to dare ka no kore kara wo
春の風を浴びて見てる
haru no kaze wo abite miteru

桜の花びら散るたびに
sakura no hanabira chiru tabi ni
届かぬ思いがまた一つ
todokanu omoi ga mata htiotsu
涙と笑顔に消されてく
namida to egao ni kesareteku
そしてまた大人になった
soshite mata otona ni natta
追いかけるだけの悲しみは
oi kakeru dake no kanashimi wa
強く清らかな悲しみは
tsuyoku kiyoraka na kanashimi wa
いつまでも変わることの無い
itsu made mo kawaru koto no nai
無くさないで　君の中に　咲く　Love
nakusanai de kimi no naka ni saku Love...

街の中見かけた君は寂しげに
machi no naka mi kaketa kimi wa samishige ni
人ごみに紛れてた
hito gomi ni magureteta
あの頃の　澄んだ瞳の奥の輝き
ano koro no sunda hitomi no oku no kagayaki
時の速さに汚されてしまわぬように
toki no haya sa ni yogosarete shimawanu you ni
何も話さないで　言葉にならないはずさ
nani mo hanasanai de kotoba ni naranai hazu sa
流した涙は雨となり　僕の心の傷いやす
nagashita namida wa ame tonari boku no kokoro no kizu iyasu

人はみな　心の岸辺に
hito wa minna kokoro no kishibe ni
手放したくない花がある
tebanashitakunai hana ga aru
それはたくましい花じゃなく
sore wa takumashii hana ja naku
儚く揺れる　一輪花
hakanaku yureru shizuka
花びらの数と同じだけ
hanabira no kazu to onaji dake
生きていく強さを感じる
ikite iku tsuyo sa wo kanjiru
嵐　吹く　風に打たれても
arashi fuku kaze ni utarete mo
やまない雨は無いはずと
yamanai ame wa nai hazu to

桜の花びら散るたびに
sakura no hanabira chiru tabi ni
届かぬ思いがまた一つ
todokanu omoi ga mata hitotsu
涙と笑顔に消されてく
namida to egao ni kesareteku
そしてまた大人になった
soshite mata otona ni natta
追いかけるだけの悲しみは
oi kakeru dake no kanashimi wa
強く清らかな悲しみは
tsuyoku kiyoraka na kanashimi wa
いつまでも変わることの無い
itsu made mo kawaru koto no nai

君の中に　僕の中に　咲く　Love
kimi no naka ni boku no naka ni saku Love...

名もない花には名前を付けましょう
na mo nai hana ni wa namae wo tsukemashou
この世に一つしかない
kono yo ni hitotsu shika nai
冬の寒さに打ちひしがれないように
fuyu no samu sa ni uchi hishi garenai you ni
誰かの声でまた起き上がれるように
dare ka no koe de mata oki agareru you ni

Kanji, Romaji lyrics and English Translation from
http://www.mognet.net/lyrics.php?id=1378

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Let's give this nameless flower a name
It's the only one of it's kind in the world
It looks to be battered by the winter cold
It looks as though it could stand straight again, with the sound of someone's voice

A mass of life sleeps beneath the soil
When you brush aside the asphalt
When we see one another, the two of us share
The feelings of the times that we can't see each other, like the sun and the moon
A flower that can't produce seeds, and a scattered flower that was still budding
From now on, you'll be gazing at them
Basking in the spring wind with someone

There is still one memory that I haven't shared with you
From when the cherry blossom petals scatter
It won't disappear into tears or smiles
And we've grown up once again
The sadness that just follows us
The sadness, strong and pure
Will never change
Don't let it disappear, the love that blooms inside of you...

I've seen you sadly slipping through
Crowds of people, all over town
The shining in your clear eyes back then
It's as though the speed of time hasn't dirtied them at all
Don't say anything, this isn't the kind of thing that we should be able to put into words
The tears that have been shed will turn into rain, and that will cure the wounds of your heart

Everyone has a flower that they don't want to part wtih
On the riverbanks of their hearts
It's not a strong flower
It's a flower that sways miserably
I feel the same amount of strength of life
As the number of flower petals
The storm blows, and even if I'm struck by the wind
There shouldn't be any unceasing rain

There is still one memory that I haven't shared with you
From when the cherry blossom petals scatter
It won't disappear into tears or smiles
And we've grown up once again
The sadness that just follows us
The sadness, strong and pure
Will never change

The love that blooms inside of you, inside of me...

Let's give this nameless flower a name
It's the only one of it's kind in the world
It looks to be battered by the winter cold
It looks as though it could stand straight again, with the sound of someone's voice

Saturday's Actual Post~

I couldn't update yesterday since I accompanied my best friend from afar~

She's finally coming after 3 months and I picked her up~

It was raining hard last night >w< But gladly, we made it to Apartment~

Since the time is very tight, we were doing things very fast *LOL*

We were talking a lot of things~ 

I also gave her my handmade-birthday present which earned ROFL from her XD

We are best friends for 4 years now~ 

And we always chat each other EVERY DAY~

But of course,

There are times where we replied very late because of works and some things,

but we always understand each other~

I could say that she is really my sister from another mother :3

"Best friends are not about quantities,

You only have ONE friend,

does not mean you are an anti social person.

You JUST really hard to put your trust to anybody.

But when you do put your trust to someone,

that someone will be cherished as best friend/sister forever"

- By ME <3

Good Night~ <3

おやすみなさい

Good Evening~!!!

I went out with my friends last night, so I couldn't write any :)

I'm still in a really happy mood 'til today :)

And I hope this will be continuous, because the day just becomes really nice when everything felt right.

You will just wishing the day won't change.

Please stop the time.

:')

I want to stop this time.

Because, I really kinda somehow manage to find my enjoyment again :)

And I hope you do too~!

Are you feeling frustrated?

Are you feeling unwell?

Are you feeling broken?

Or...

Are you feeling any negative?

If you do...

Please remember that God is watching us from above.

And even though He can't help us directly,

but, surely, and please believe,

there will be someone/something/anything come across you when you are feeling down, frustrated, unwell...

:)

If you haven't meet that someone...

Talk to someone who you can trust

or

Talk to your family

or

Close your eyes,

Let your mind becomes blank,

Let all out,

through tears.

It may not help much,

But tears can be a pain reliever for a while.

When tears do falling from your eyes,

please remember...

You are...

And You will...

be Stronger than now.

:)

Good Night~

おやすみなさい

Surprise~!!!!

It's near my sleeping time~!! >.<

My eyes are insisting to be closed *ROFL*

I will just shortly update~~ <3

So...

I'm having a really good time today~

And my mind keeps saying that my life is getting better and better~ 

The Key is...

DO NOT listen to sad songs in the morning,

even though you just want to sing it.

DO LISTEN to happy songs in the morning!

Or songs will make you jump out the bed and sing it while dancing~!!!

That will make your day become better and you can face your day with optimism and positive~ <3

And...

I suddenly got a surprise from my friend.

It may be a little, 

but it's really mean a lot for me.

She cooked a spaghetti for me when I just kiddingly said I want to eat her dish. >w<

THANK YOU SO MUCH~

It's delicious, little bit spicy~ <3

Good Night~

おやすみなさい~

Monkey Majik - Sunshine

It's been years since last listen to their song <3

It really brought me to reminisce old times (OMG, I seemed older for few years LOL~)

Just kidding~

I'm still young tho~!!!

Monkey Majik's songs are really easy-listening~ ^^

I will post one by one tho~

First is THIS~!!!

Monkey Majik - Sunshine

Monkey Majik - Sunshine LYRIC

LYRICS:

KANJI

明日を照らすよSunshine

窓から射し込む…扉開いて

Stop! ‘Cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker

Go! Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you

Know! I wish that you could see it for yourself

It’s not, it’s not, just stop, hey y’all! やだ!

I never thought that I’d take over it all

And now I know that there’s no way I could fall

You know it’s on and on and off and on

And no one gets away

僕の夢は 何処に在るのか?

影も形も見えなくて

追いかけていた 守るべきもの

There’s a sunshine in my mind

明日を照らすよSunshineどこまでも続く

目の前に広がるヒカリの先へ

未来のSunshine

輝くSunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

信じて

明日も晴れるかな?

ほんの些細なことに 何度も躊躇ったり

誰かのその言葉いつも気にして

そんな弱い僕でも「いつか必ずきっと!」

強がり?それも負け惜しみ?

僕の夢は何だったのか

大事なことも忘れて

目の前にある守るべきもの

There’s a sunshine in my mind

明日を照らすよSunshineどこまでも続く

目の前に広がるヒカリの先へ

未来のSunshine

輝くSunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

信じて

明日も晴れるかな?

Rain’s got me now

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

明日を照らすよSunshineどこまでも続く

目の前に広がるヒカリの先へ

未来のSunshine

輝くSunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

信じて

明日も晴れるかな?

ROMAJI

Ashita o terasu yo sunshine

Mado kara sashikomu  tobira hiraite

Stop! ‘Cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker

Go! Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you

Know! I wish that you could see it for yourself

It’s not, it’s not, just stop, hey y’all! Ya da!

I never thought that I’d take over it all

And now I know that there’s no way I could fall

You know it’s on and on and off and on

And no one gets away

Boku no yume wa doko ni aru no ka?

Kage mo katachi mo mienakute

Oikaketeta mamoru beki mono

There’s a sunshine in my mind

Ashita o terasu yo sunshine doko made mo tsuzuku

Me no mae ni hirogaru hikari no saki e

Mirai no sunshine

Kagayaku sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Shinjite

Ashita mo hareru ka na?

Honno sasai na koto ni nan do mo tamerattari

Dare ka no sono kotoba itsu mo ki ni shite

Sonna yowai boku de mo “itsu ka kanarazu kitto!”

Tsuyogari? Sore mo makeoshimi?

Boku no yume wa nan datta no ka

Daiji na koto mo wasurete

Me no mae ni aru mamoru beki mono

There’s a sunshine in my mind

Ashita o terasu yo sunshine doko made mo tsuzuku

Me no mae ni hirogaru hikari no saki e

Mirai no sunshine

Kagayaku sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Shinjite

Ashita mo hareru ka na?

Rain’s got me now

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

Ashita o terasu yo sunshine doko made mo tsuzuku

Me no mae ni hirogaru hikari no saki e

Mirai no sunshine

Kagayaku sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Shinjite

Ashita mo hareru ka na?

ENGLISH

The sunshine will illuminate tomorrow

It’ll shine in through the window, open up that door

Stop! ‘Cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker

Go! Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you

Know! I wish that you could see it for yourself

It’s not, it’s not, just stop, hey y’all! No way!

I never thought that I’d take over it all

And now I know that there’s no way I could fall

You know it’s on and on and off and on

And no one gets away

Where are my dreams?

Unable to see neither their shadow nor their shape

I was chasing after the things I was supposed to be protecting

There’s a sunshine in my mind

The sunshine will illuminate tomorrow, on and on everywhere

Beyond the light spread out before my very eyes

The sunshine of the future

Sparkling sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Believe

I wonder if the skies will be clear tomorrow, too

So many times, I hesitate when it comes to trivial stuff

Always having someone else’s words on my mind

As weak as I may be, I still tell myself “Someday, absolutely, for sure!”

Am I just bluffing?  Or unwilling to accept defeat?

What could my dreams be?

Forgetting what’s important, too

The things I should be protecting right before my very eyes

There’s a sunshine in my mind

The sunshine will illuminate tomorrow, on and on everywhere

Beyond the light spread out before my very eyes

The sunshine of the future

Sparkling sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Believe

I wonder if the skies will be clear tomorrow, too

Rain’s got me now, it’s got me now

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine

Why’s it only shine in my mind

My mind, my mind

The sunshine will illuminate tomorrow, on and on everywhere

Beyond the light spread out before my very eyes

The sunshine of the future

Sparkling sunshine

You know it’s hard, just take a chance

Believe

I wonder if the skies will be clear tomorrow, too

CREDITED to ITS OWNER~!!!